The moon the reason to Dance

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this morning I was up at 4.00a.m. the moon was asking to be danced with.It kept hiding behind some very thin clouds.
I love the moon and now that I can relate more to the moon I will share some facts and fictions about the moon.

One thing I do know I am a kindred spirit of the moon and one of my spirit guides is called Moonstar, so my connection and the actual connection to the female psyche is the moon.

I will add more soon.
love and light
Dee

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dreams and how we are affected...

the dreams we have when heavy sleeping....

the dreams we have when heavy sleeping, I have been sleeping drug induced and not very good but very vivid dreaming.
I know that I have had a great deal on my mind lately and my dad always seems to visit me in my dreams, which I am most glad of. Sometimes though I wonder what I can make of some of the mad dreams I do have..
Dad was there with mum and then he was on his own at a market, so very odd. I know that I have had many dreams around cloth and market stalls. I wonder what they mean.
But I know that I have felt sad in some and in others I have felt drained, and weary.
I sat a few days ago and wrote a long letter to a relative and this letter may or may not be recieved well. I have had to say how I feel.I have always trodden on eggshells and been scared to speak out of line as a young person and as I have gotten older learning to speak out is fine.
well thats all of that for now.... these few words below remind me of how low pepople can get and we all need positive encouragement.... So here are some of mine from my heart
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Hope in your heart……
There are times when we feel in despair
When nothing looks quite right,
We want things to be so perfect,
We forget our aims, our dreams.
We are consumed by what others want
Not our needs….
We take up their dreams..
By pushing ours to the back…

When it’s our turn to put our dreams
In action, we are condemned shouted at,
Ignored, spoken to abhorrently, emotionally
Abused and blackmailed….
This leaves us feeling bewildered and depleted
Unhappy unloved, unsure of who we really are

Is that what you want?
Hold on to your dreams believe
You can….
Always know that you are loved,
Supported, can be encouraged, cared
For, energized and confident when
At last you hold that dream…
To the closest part of your heart..
And watch it develop, before your
Eyes…………

drh july 2000.

A Blog from the past ....

another girls blog..... this was from October 2006 I hopeyou enjoy this

I went onto Myspace today to read this blog, I thougth I would share this with you all and hopefully get a response from you.
Let me know what you think.
love and light
Denise
xx


CAN WOMEN 'DO THEIR THING'???!!! Current mood: curious Category: Romance and Relationships
--> -->A friend 2day said that women cant do their thing... I replied that:I see yr point but also have to point out that, if a woman walks her walk with grace, confidence, strength and dignity, she can have plenty experiences and still b as desirable and worthy wife material! It is down to a man's insecurities to have issues with how many previous partners she has had...I used to think that sleeping with many men made u cheap but realise that it really plays no role in depreciating yr value as a woman! Another thing that has come to my attention is that 'oldskool wifeys' are a rare occurance and the ones that appear to b good girls simply hide their movements well!! LOL If i were a man, i wouldnt care about her past, only her truth and our future 2geva...honesty is the best policy ;)
He then replied that in an idolistic world that's how it should be, but in reality men get funny about too many men being able to claim they have bedded their woman... to which i pointed out that --> --> -->StartFragment --> the women that know their worth and self respect will only chose the ones that can elevate themselves to the next level ;)
So I want to know both opinions...gurlies and men...does the past really make that much of a difference if u meet Ms Right? If u feel they will honour, respect and share a beautiful life journey with u, does it really matter that u may come across others that 'already been there'?!!
Fill me in :) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

This was my comment and a response from the lady who had written the blog, and her friends comment.
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Friends comment first:
I dont give a dam about all the dudes in the past, as far as im concerned it's a new chapter in both of our lives.
Posted by Wayne A Robinson on Monday,
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my comment:
Well what a subject, I have been a single mum most of my life my first partner, a sailor. MM yes I think the term every port a different girl, suited him. That doesnt mean I loved him less.
But I do believe men have an instinct of territory, and this is a 'caveman' attitude from days gone by. I also believe that if a son is brought up to be open minded and to understand that our lives are what we make it, then we will create healthy attitudes to; how modern women may be looked at with respect and dignity.This will give experience of love and not looked at as carrying 'baggage' from a previous relationship.
This so called 'baggage' is what makes us.
tA man will find this attractive to begin with because a woman will exude confidence, strength and has no fear to express what she wants from that man she is with.
I believe a man would find this extremely encouraging,sexy and alluring , which in turn would give the man confidence to ask the woman out!!
A woman could be as insecure about the man's past, but if she learns to look beyond that,they can both share an extremely passionate relationship. In the PRESENT, which could then be built for a stronger future.
Our past is there to help us, not hinder us.
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Miss G's response :
That's what I'm talking about!! It's not about limiting our future by dwelling in our past! Thank U Denise! xG

response
connie
"rommance and relationships" nobody ever told us when we were younger how much hard work has to be put into a relationship and how many years it takes to build the trust of one another,so much angst and fear at the beginning and not knowing is their still feelings for any old flames??if only it was as easy as we read in our fairytales when they all fell in love with the most perfect partners and lived happily ever after, it should be that whatever someone has done in the past "is their past" and does not need to explain to anybody about it as it was their decision at that time and nothing to do with anybody else..some good advice when you are getting into a serious relationship do not dig for information that you really deep down do not want to know about.. start your relationship with the toughts in your that this person is really great and whatever was done in his or her past is their past and nothing to do with this coming together of two people,for the way i see it is every body has a past and if you think that you are going to find a partner without one then you my friend are still living in a fairytale...
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dreams and how I record them

Hello there every body I thought I would share some of my thoughts on dreams and how over the past thirty years I have kept a dream journal. I have bought books for interpretation to aid my somewhat lucid and sometimes out right confusing dreams.

I have had dreams of prophetic value and warnings and I know when I have gone back over my writings I have been astonished at what I have achieved by keeping a record of my dreams and adding an interpretation to them.

I am a very spiritual person anyway and I know that my dreams have aided, encouraged and help me achieve to understand the world we dont always see.

We dont always understand why certain things happen in our dreams.

I know that I have been blessed with an open mind and my psyche is in tune with who I am.

Sometimes when I am imbalanced I have the oddest dreams I dont rest properly and I feel like my head has not released the dream correctly.

Today is just one of those days. My mind has been taking in so much recently that my dreams are imbalanced and not making any sense.

I can normally wake up and write down my whole dream, lately this is not possible I am getting out of bed and getting distracted before I have chance to write any of my dream life down.

So as of today i will do my best to write them down as soon as I awake.

If its all right with the group I would also like to share some of these dreams with you all.

We can try to anaylise each others dreams if we put our waking heads together.

What do you think? maybe we all get to put a dream on this page and ask for feed back?

If this is not what you feel is a good idea I dont mind.

Just message me...

Love and light always

Dee

A grandmother's thoughts...

I have been experiencing some new feelings as a paternal grandmother.
My son has split from his girlfriend and they have a son together. She has been a very controlling and hurtful person, and using my grandson as a weapon to try to win my son back.
This however is not what where my subject matter is going, this is about the rights of grandparents.
Are there any for the paternal side of the child’s family. After much advise searching and deep conversations with those in authority. NO not a one.
If this person wants to she can sign her son over to one of her family I would have no rights what so ever to gain more visitation rights.
It is a helpless plight, I am resigned to the fact that I may only get to see my grandson once the access and custody case has gone to court, and my son has time with him.
Yester day was a revelation as my grandson got to spend the day with us; it was a wonderful to have some time with him. We have not seen him for two weeks since he was in hospital and his mother, would not allow me or my daughter to see him.
I understand that my grandson’s mother has a right to be who she is but it has brought out in me a very strong maternal instinct for protection towards my son and grandson.
Before they split up I got to have my grandson at least twice a week. Sometimes more but now I don’t have that, my son has to share his time with me and my daughter. I feel he has been cheated in some way and I feel a little cheated too.
Once it goes to court which may take some time and a lot more conflict I will hopefully see an end to my son’s turmoil and hopefully get to see my grandson regularly.
I wondered if there are any other paternal grandmothers out there or any single dads who have had this problem of just loving a member of their family and have had an extreme feeling of loss.
My spirituality has been tested beyond all parameters. I have sent out as many prayers for healing and peace in my heart I could possibly think of.
I have had amazing support from those who have given prayers of healing for my grandson’s wellbeing.
Being a grandmother I have to admit isn’t what I expected, I now have to put out my forgiveness to both my children’s’ paternal grandmother’s and say with all my heart I am sorry, I didn’t always involve them in my children’s growth.
I hope that both their spirits as they are passed now understand that these things happen and maybe this is a lesson for me to see that it’s about the children.
My son’s grandmother I have to be honest was a very close and wonderful friend to me, but I moved away and she didn’t get to see my son that often.
My daughter’s grandmother never got to see her granddaughter at all as this was her father’s choice.
I know from the recent contact of my daughter’s with her father that his mum did keep a photograph of her as an infant that I had originally sent to him and she had known about her grand daughter who lived away.

This has made me realise that older family members are needed in a child’s life if it benefits them, if there is nurturing to offer and encouragement and of course the most unconditional of all Love as only Love is real.

I miss my grandson and I know that my daughter misses him too. So I can understand my son’s heart aches when he does not get to see his son regularly.

Years ago it didn’t matter that a guy would walk away from the mother of his child but times have changed and a man is showing how much he wants to be a part of a child’s life.

I am only speaking from personal experience I brought both my children up with out a permanent father but I feel I have given them a stable home and a good way of knowing love, trust and support and that having family close is important.

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good morning and How my heart goes...

This morning I have lay awake wondering when I am going to be able to visit my grandson, he is slowly getting back on the road to recovery but has a few more days in hospital.

I rang the children' s ward about 6.30 a.m. and had a lovely member of the nursing staff tell me that he was a little bit better.

I have been blessed with the gift of prayer from a dear online friend who has given me some amazing guidance and true spiritual blessings. I am part of a group she has set up and I hope that her work goes on and on, all those who contribute to the pages leave some wonderful pieces of encouragement of prose, mostly of love with tinges of ancient philosophy.

I am posting this blog partly as a way of thanks and of deeply felt gratitude for the beautiful prayer put together by my friend November Rain and for all the wonderful comments attached to this prayer, I feel quite humbled and honoured that my grandson has now been taken under their wings.

He is a true indigo child one of amazing spirit and blessed with the most infectious smile. He has not been able to wear this smile due to his illness but on thursday evening I got the chance to see him and spend a couple of hours with him. We had a little giggle and I talked with him and sang him some songs. He got tired very quickly and I cuddled him for a little while and lay him down.

I again hope that anybody who has a new little life be blessed with friends and support the way I, my son, daughter and grandson have.

We are truly honoured to have such people who give out only true and honest love selflessly and for the greater good of tiny souls.

I am a very spiritual person and I really feel that my own gifts have been enhanced as I have been put to the test for the past six weeks or more.

I have a website with spiritual messages if you feel you would like to read more then by all means please go and visit my site: Deesinspirations this link will take you to one of the pages.

Love and light always

Denise