dreams and how we are affected...

the dreams we have when heavy sleeping....

the dreams we have when heavy sleeping, I have been sleeping drug induced and not very good but very vivid dreaming.
I know that I have had a great deal on my mind lately and my dad always seems to visit me in my dreams, which I am most glad of. Sometimes though I wonder what I can make of some of the mad dreams I do have..
Dad was there with mum and then he was on his own at a market, so very odd. I know that I have had many dreams around cloth and market stalls. I wonder what they mean.
But I know that I have felt sad in some and in others I have felt drained, and weary.
I sat a few days ago and wrote a long letter to a relative and this letter may or may not be recieved well. I have had to say how I feel.I have always trodden on eggshells and been scared to speak out of line as a young person and as I have gotten older learning to speak out is fine.
well thats all of that for now.... these few words below remind me of how low pepople can get and we all need positive encouragement.... So here are some of mine from my heart
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Hope in your heart……
There are times when we feel in despair
When nothing looks quite right,
We want things to be so perfect,
We forget our aims, our dreams.
We are consumed by what others want
Not our needs….
We take up their dreams..
By pushing ours to the back…

When it’s our turn to put our dreams
In action, we are condemned shouted at,
Ignored, spoken to abhorrently, emotionally
Abused and blackmailed….
This leaves us feeling bewildered and depleted
Unhappy unloved, unsure of who we really are

Is that what you want?
Hold on to your dreams believe
You can….
Always know that you are loved,
Supported, can be encouraged, cared
For, energized and confident when
At last you hold that dream…
To the closest part of your heart..
And watch it develop, before your
Eyes…………

drh july 2000.