Tuesday, 18 March 2008

To be able to reflect....

to wonder that the past weeks and months I have not felt much like doing any writing or anything else for that matter. I have kept myself occupied by looking after my grandson, cleaning my house and doing all the normal household chores, but by the time it comes to doing something for myself I am too tired and get myself to bed.

I have been reading blogs posted by my friends and the spiritual blogs have given me cause for upliftment and encouragement.

I would like to say a very special thank you to November Rain, as I first come to know her, she has encouraged me in my spirituality more than she knows.

For Marty for being such a wonderful light of confidence and again spiritual encouragement when I read her affirmations and words of wisdom from her elders.

I am sad that I have not been able to share my deep spiritual thoughts in the written word but I am becoming more aware of my spiritual gift and how different my way of life has become over the past year.

I have been doing more readings and I get more and more astounded by each one I bring to the person who is listening or awaiting my words I type to them.

I am unable to explain how I can get a connection but I know when I do that a spirit will hold on to me until the message gets through.Even if the sitter says they dont understand. I ask to keep this in mind because sometimes the memory will be 'jogged' when least expected.

I am quite pleased that I am gaining some confidence to stand for my beliefs and the standards I want to uphold in my life. I am also beginning to set boundaries for my emotional life too, I am letting go of those who are not on the same page as me, those souls who may 'drain' me or feel I am there to be at a beck and call situation. Oh no not at all!

So eventually I will become that person who will again write from the heart and write spiritual words of love and honesty.

In the mean while take this small verse and know it comes from my deepest heart.

Being confused and tumulutous,not being full of confidence is such a drain

Knowing that I have lived in a 'bubble' that has now began to burst

it has expanded into a beauty of rainbow love as I reach out

to those who have climbed in to it and held my hand and pulled coersed and slowly brought me out to begin my shining time,

To share my gift with the world.

love and light to all

Dee

xxx

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