I have had a very different week this week so I thought it only right to try my best to share some of my feelings and experiences with you all here.
Firstly my son had my grandson over night on sunday and monday. Which gave me some joy to my heart.
My son went for a spiritual sitting on monday afternoon and came back elated and lifted for the first time in months. He allowed me to listen to his tape of the sitting and I was quite astounded at how accurate this lady was.
I knew her and understood her ways, she was a broad 'lancashire lass'. Lancashire being in the north west of England, she was a visiting medium to the church I visit.
I had booked myself a sitting for wednesday and was not sure what to expect from her, only I had said prayers that morning and hoped that it would be a peaceful reading.
when I arrived the church was filled with calmness as usual and the rooms I went through before I got to the little coffee shop were filled with anniversary memorbilia.
I was introduced to the medium and we went into a lovely little room off the coffee shop.
We talked for a few minutes and then she went into my reading.
She went straight into some very personal experiences and brought up some incidents that had occured and that there was somebody not leaving me alone and contacting me all the time.
I gasped because I have not mentioned this to anybody outside my two children.
then she brought through my grandmother, my dad's mum.
She went into all the heartache I have been through and that I dont deserve to be treated this way, that I have had a very rough year.
She went onto reveal some very personal incidents and brought through all the trauma I have been through with my son and his ex.She also asked have I had chance to see my grandson! which I found amazing because this is something I had mentioned in a previous blog.
Then she went onto to reveal my deepest emotions, and the fact that I had itchy feet and that I had been let down and hurt a great deal over the past few years. it was time to move off the island so that I would gain some peace of mind.
She brougth through my niece and also gave me some wonderful words of wisdom regarding my situation.
Firstly my son had my grandson over night on sunday and monday. Which gave me some joy to my heart.
My son went for a spiritual sitting on monday afternoon and came back elated and lifted for the first time in months. He allowed me to listen to his tape of the sitting and I was quite astounded at how accurate this lady was.
I knew her and understood her ways, she was a broad 'lancashire lass'. Lancashire being in the north west of England, she was a visiting medium to the church I visit.
I had booked myself a sitting for wednesday and was not sure what to expect from her, only I had said prayers that morning and hoped that it would be a peaceful reading.
when I arrived the church was filled with calmness as usual and the rooms I went through before I got to the little coffee shop were filled with anniversary memorbilia.
I was introduced to the medium and we went into a lovely little room off the coffee shop.
We talked for a few minutes and then she went into my reading.
She went straight into some very personal experiences and brought up some incidents that had occured and that there was somebody not leaving me alone and contacting me all the time.
I gasped because I have not mentioned this to anybody outside my two children.
then she brought through my grandmother, my dad's mum.
She went into all the heartache I have been through and that I dont deserve to be treated this way, that I have had a very rough year.
She went onto reveal some very personal incidents and brought through all the trauma I have been through with my son and his ex.She also asked have I had chance to see my grandson! which I found amazing because this is something I had mentioned in a previous blog.
Then she went onto to reveal my deepest emotions, and the fact that I had itchy feet and that I had been let down and hurt a great deal over the past few years. it was time to move off the island so that I would gain some peace of mind.
She brougth through my niece and also gave me some wonderful words of wisdom regarding my situation.
There were I have to say some lengthy parts where I was in tears, I really felt like somebody had climbed in my soul and had given her a script to read.
I am truly blessed to have so many spirit family close to assist my soul to recovery.
I thought I had recorded the whole sitting but when I came to replay it there was a huge gap in the tape and only the last five minutes were recorded.
I was so very dissappointed, but then when I talked with my daughter she came out with a saying I would use: maybe it was not meant to be recorded mum!
So I do believe it was not meant to be recorded in its entirity.
Some really good points with in the reading I do remember are, my nan( my dad's mum) was there from beginning to end of my sitting.
My niece came through with some beautiful words, of love and wisdom. My friend Jo who died two days after her came through to say hi! and last but not least my young friend Kell, she was only 28 when she passed of ovarian cancer, she wanted me to know that she will be there beside me if I need her.
I cried Knowing that they were indeed right close to me. Including all those who are here on the earthplane to keep me strong.
She did how ever reveal a shock to me which has only been a deep rooted thought, this broke my heart a little,but I know that with my grandmothers spirit, and my aunts spirit close by they will both give me strength to make the right choices.
I know that one of those choices is to stay in the moment, to make a plan to move out of the bad energy that I am being thrust into.
I will become the 'me' I know I have inside me, a peaceful soul that needs to be shining again.
Love and light
Dee
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