Deepest Feelings....

I have been deliberating on what I need to write down and share with you all about my past few weeks and how I have come to this day.

I have been reading my monthly subscription of psychologies and there in the pages reading was my answer.

So here goes, I am at an age in my life where I could be on my own in my little house, both my children are grown and fully independent financially, and now unfortunately I have my son back at home.

I have a spiritual lesson on this and it has shown me that although last year we were far from being close emotionally the past three weeks has more than made up for those weeks last year we lost as a family.

Even though the situation is far from a good one as to why he is back with me, I just feel I have to turn this heartbreaking situation round to some thing good.
I have to look for the ‘good in the bad’ scenario.

So here is the good in the bad, I have become close with my son again and feel I have regained a respect and admiration for my son, that goes beyond all the hurt and pain experienced last year by all.

I also see how wonderful my two children have become as adults supporting my emotional state when things have been said out of turn, and how they show amazing love for me, which lifts my spirit higher.
It makes me proud to see how the situation of one person in need brings a family to their true colours, and how the fate of one beautiful soul is in the hearts of those who love unconditionally.

I have also come to terms with being at home, of being the person who has realised had a been at work full time committed to a company of office politics and petty one up man ship, I would certainly not be in any fit state to support my family at this time.

After reading one article in my subscription I have to say it spurred me on to write a more humanistic and spiritually aware piece that I know will give me some release.

Doing the right thing by one is not doing the right thing to benefit all, so I am standing by my family and letting those who need to make the decisions for themselves.

I am going to be a guide only offering some knowledge of experience along the way, sometimes angry words which maybe jolt my family into seeing I am no longer going to tolerate situations that do not bring true love and light to my spirit or to my family’s well being for the future.

I know normally my heart is on my sleeve but where this matter has arisen my heart is very guarded and my soul is very raw.

I hope to say a huge and personal thank you to all those that have been at the end of the telephone, an email message and loving word to all three of us.

I also know that I am now getting back into the mode of writing that there will be more and more to share with you as the days reaching Christmas draw near.

Love and deepest golden light



Dees Inspirations ©